you used to be my hero ♥

WOW been a while

Sun, 11 May 2008 23:25:10 GMT

lol!
I met the Backstreet Boys today :D
I'm pure proud to say that lmao!

Met Simple Plan again a few weeks ago.. yeaahh babyy;)

♥

It's been a long time:O

Tue, 22 Jan 2008 17:53:06 GMT

HAHA, actually been a year since I've been on this.
SOOO much has changed. I've changed, ha.

Went to Birmingham at the weekend to see my bitch :D EMMAAAAAAAAA
Don't even think I knew her the last time I was on this haha
THAT'S MENTALLLLLL! 'cos she's like my best friend now;) muahaha

She said I've to post one of these & say how amazing she is & stuff,
well I'm sorry Emma that's just something I can't do.. my mum always taught me not to tell lies ;) lmaooo
kiddin on bithh

She is amazing
'you're the only person who gets me'
Lmaoo too true bitchh cos we're both dead cleverr:)

Yes. I won't say any more or I'll start crying lmfao

but...

P.S; I love you ;)

WHORE.

Tue, 24 Apr 2007 00:59:48 GMT

So yeah I haven't updated since Febraury.

I'm actually happy now. Everything seems to be getting better :D
I fucking love my friends tbh.
Our hotel party in Edinburgh was amazing. It makes me look forward to the Summer 28827174 times more.

I bet something will go wrong now..something always comes along to spoil my happiness.

Thu, 22 Feb 2007 01:03:20 GMT

with the get happy tour on the monday.
one of the best days ever.
the highlight obviously being James Bourne taking me, gemma, sarah etc to wagamama's.
i'm still not over it tbh.
then Nick Bourne getting me & Kerry on the guest list.
i want that day back tbh.

phonecall from Dan on the wednesday? thanks to elz.
was nice hearing from him again, although it's made me miss him more really.

then of course, saturday i went to Manchester to see Matt Willis.
never met him 'cos i managed to miss him going in when i went to use the phone.
met Emma, she's lovely. the gig was amazing. 3am<3

&tbh i can't wait 'til next week.
Matt on tuesday & thursday :) shall be amazing. especially Glasgow.

I love February.

Mon, 05 Feb 2007 22:38:44 GMT

I'm so sick of everything right now.
I'm losing everyonee.
I'm only close to like, 3 people.. Linzi, Farah & Mandy.

Me & Linzi have fell out with Amanda.
Tbh I don't have time for someone who puts their BF before 'best friends'.
However much she tries to deny it.

On Saturday she was so fucking nasty to Steph, her supposed best pal.
Steph was in fkn tears the whole day because of her.
Then she leaves Kerry herself when anything could have happened to her.
But it's my responsability aparently even though I wasn't there. ^o)
She just doesn't give a shit..

Seriously wierd how wrong you can be about someone innit.

On the other hand I had an amazing weekend.
Me & Mandy stayed @ Ash's on Thursday and I was abit drunk.
Then we went to see Shayne Ward on Friday. Fucking amazing, I swear.
Saturday me & Linzi managed to get cheap Shayne tickets so went to see him again.
Apart from the whole Amanda situation it was one of the best weekends I've had in a long time.
I barely remember much due to alcohol/lack of sleep. Love it.

Met up with Mandy today to try and meet Mark Hoppus, but noo.. didn't happen.
Gutted tbh but we couldn't wait any longer 'cos it was actually freezing and there was literally 50 people there so didn't really have much of a chance tbh.

I think this is the longest entry I've done in ageeees.
I don't even know why I bother with LJ though.
:/

Fri, 12 Jan 2007 22:06:56 GMT

i hate it.
feeling like a stranger, talking to someone who i was once like, best friends with.
eurghhhh.
seriously. I HATE THIS.

& i also hate living so far away from people i wish i could see loads of.

blahhhh tbh.

Sat, 30 Dec 2006 04:20:38 GMT

I'm seriously just gonna end up with nobody.
I'm losing everyone I was ever close to.
And deep down I know it's all my fault.
I just feel like shit all the time.

I doubt things will ever be how they used to be.

Thu, 16 Nov 2006 04:28:51 GMT

i'm losing everyone.
everything's changing.

Wed, 15 Nov 2006 23:24:08 GMT

i can't wait for the weekend tbhhhhh.
wish it'd fkn hurry up tho.

i'm so bored right now.
keep me saneeeeeee.

Thu, 09 Nov 2006 19:47:20 GMT

london & hemel next weekend.
I GET TO MEET JESS. finaly. yay.

x.

Tue, 31 Oct 2006 13:48:19 GMT

The weekend was actually amazing.

Went to Staffs on Sunday to see 4thba5e.
Was a really good day. Got to see everyone again and stuff.
And Ailish is now a 4thba5e fan :) wooop haha.

Tue, 17 Oct 2006 22:12:56 GMT

Just thought I'd update.
Not really much to tell..

Staffs soon tho! Shall be good, I thinks. Get to see allll my guurls! Well most of them =] & my boyss of course.

I got my hair cut. It's alrightttt. Considering it was my mum that cut it lol. I well didn't trust her, but she's done an alright job of it. :]

Tue, 10 Oct 2006 17:58:34 GMT

I hate everything right now.

I hate the fact I'm not gonna see her again & it's nearly been a year.

I hate the fact christmas is nearly here and it's gonna be awful.

I hate that I'm never fucking happy these days.

I hate how it feels like I'm not as close to some of my friends as I once was.

I hate living here. Scared to step out the door 'cos I know I'm gonna get fucking insults thrown at me.

Say I'm attention seeking, but I don't fucking care - I know I'm not.

Tue, 19 Sep 2006 23:04:48 GMT

I actually feel so rubbish and have for days.
I miss her. So much.

Linzi was late meeting me the other day, so I took a walk down to the River Clyde..I dunno why but I felt it was something I had to do. Was there about an hour, just thinking.. and crying.

Arrggg, I dunno. Effin hate this. :(

x

Tue, 19 Sep 2006 22:13:36 GMT

I am actually so fkn sick of her.
:@

Fri, 01 Sep 2006 13:25:29 GMT

Cried myself to sleep last night.
I miss her so much.
:(

Thu, 31 Aug 2006 13:06:24 GMT

My mum's got something wrong with her back & can hardly walk.
So I've basicly been looking after her & it's bloody hard work lol.

Not been doing anything exciting.
I swear I need a life.
Looking forward to Tuesday though!! :)

xo

Wed, 23 Aug 2006 13:14:23 GMT

Haven't updated since the last time I met Matt buuut..
I met him again yesterday :D :D :D
lol
x

Fri, 11 Aug 2006 22:49:02 GMT

I met Matt Willis again.
yasyasyasyasyassss.
He remembered meeeeee.

Wed, 09 Aug 2006 04:39:54 GMT

Well..
Not updated in a while.
But that's 'cos I've not really done anything.

Y'know, all I do is stay up all night/sleep all day.
But that's gonna change. Todaay.
*siiigh*

I need a life!
Hahaha.
x

Fri, 28 Jul 2006 23:25:22 GMT

Happy Birthday to me :) x

Sun, 16 Jul 2006 19:26:57 GMT

this has been suuuuuch an amazing weekend.
better than i could ever have imagined really.

:)

i met elzzz & farahhh, yayyy!
was fucking amazing.

finally saw 4th ba5e liiiive.
was so good to see them again but awful leaving :(:(:(
lol

anywayyy! i had an amazing time & i really need my bedddd lol.

XO

Fri, 14 Jul 2006 01:03:21 GMT

london tomorrow.
i'm actually scared & nervous really.
but yeah, everything should be fine. :|
x

Thu, 13 Jul 2006 04:08:46 GMT

So yeah, 5am & I'm still up - yettt againn.
Going to London tomorrowwww! :) [As in Friday.]

w00t w00t.

Wed, 12 Jul 2006 02:48:08 GMT

i can't seem to sleep at all these days.
i hardly slept last night and was exhausted earlier, and now i can't sleep.
ahhh i dunnooooo.